Saturday, December 11, 2010


I hate posting video after video but, it had to be done in this case.
I can't watch this without getting chills.
According to the comments, the soloist's wife doesn't allow him to sing anymore.
I can't imagine what her reasoning is but, I'm thinking a divorce is crucial.

My computer is still fucked up.

Staples may have gotten the virus out,
but I still have a shitload of problems with my computer.
Fuck electronics.
...& pardon my French.

This video makes my life complete.


I've had a crush on Ben Roethlisberger since I was 14 years old. I'm not sure what made me want to watch the Super Bowl in '06 but, Big Ben (& that amazing beard of his) made me sit through the entire game. I get so sick of people tying his allegations to EVERYTHING he does. The fact he's a better quarterback than anyone talking shit about him, should outshine any bullshit that may or may not have happened in the past.
It's time to move on.
This dude is funny, talented & sexy as all hell.
Broken nose & all, I will always have a school girl crush on Ben Roethlisberger.

Thursday, December 9, 2010

I'm so tired,

I could cry.
I had a presentation at 8 this morning,
now I'm working on another one that's due at 2,
then I have another at 5,
followed by two tests.
I'm trying to figure out how I can fit a nap in there somewhere without missing class, or being up all night because of it.
Anyway, trying to focus on this paper & the Josh Groban songs playing in the background.
I can't even think straight.

Tuesday, December 7, 2010

Happy Birthday,


to the gorgeous DJ Wreckineyez!
Hope your birthday is a dope as you...
<3

Monday, December 6, 2010


...& Josh Groban is stupid-gorgeous.
Goodnight. <3

Matisyahu is magic.


That is all.

Just ran into a dude in Walmart

who made my first two years of high school torture.
I had the biggest crush on him back then & he unfortunately knew it & made fun of me for it.
I was a freshman/sophomore & he was, in his mind, the "big man on campus" junior/senior.
He played football & he sucked at it.
He only liked popular blonde girls who didn't like him back.
You'd think getting a taste of his own medicine would at least allow him to have some empathy for the way I was feeling about him.
I seriously could not get away from him in the fucking store...& he doesn't even know my name.
It's not like he could call me by it to say "what's up?". He didn't even give me a chance to tell him my name back then.
As I was leaving, I was backing out of my parking space & he was just standing there, looking stupid as always.
It was like he was trying to figure out who I was or something...or maybe he expected me to say something to him.
I drove off & resisted the urge to make eye contact with him.
He will never find a good woman.
He's out of shape, unintelligent, & an asshole.
I should've hit him with my fucking car.

Sunday, December 5, 2010


I don't know why Demi Lovato was (is?) in rehab. I've heard everything from drugs to cutting, but I truly hope she gets the help she needs & feels better soon.
As much as I despise all that Disney singer/actor bullshit, Demi is absolutely gorgeous, a better singer than anyone that's ever been on Disney channel, & she seems like a really sweet girl.
She's in my thoughts...<3